God, I have to praise you a lot more.
Thank you thousand times more, and pray to you every single breath I take.
I’M IN KOREA RIGHT NOW!!!
Yes yes, I won a 2-years scholarship exchange program, which allow me to stay here in Seoul, attending Kyunghee University and the best of all, I’ve got my own apartment!!!
I finally can live on my own, no more nagging mom, no more over protective dad, and the bestestestest of all no more annoying brother, YIPPIE TO MY NEW LIVE!!!!!
“Yah, Sunny! Faster, we’ll gonna be late” aish, Aryn and her loudness, Aryn is my only sister-like best friend, her father’s company is the main partner of dad’s company. I don’t really surprised that she managed to get the scholarship too, there’s only 2 reasons, she is a real smarty.pants or dad convinced her dad to sent her with me, being her friend since forever, I scratch the first reason. But, once in my life time Aryn surprised me, she got the scholarship pure from her brain, her essay ranked 3 from the 10 of the scholar.
“Be there, hun!” I called her out, we’re going to the nearest mall, just to buy some of house utensils, I don’t need much, I’ve write them down, a pair of chopstick, bowls for soup and rice, small sized plate, and a pan for cooking ramyun.
“be faster, can you? We need a lot to buy!”
“I’m not, I just need these things..” I shoved my list to Aryn, her jaws dropped.
“Only that? What are you? A frugal man?”
“Oh? What’s yours?” she shoved me a folded paper, she surprised me once more time when I tried to unfolding the paper. It was a full A4 paper with words all over it. “Are you buying our whole year supply?”
“No, that’s just basic things to live” she said like it made sense.
“PSP is a basic thing? How about a flat screen TV?” I eyed her incredulously.
“What?” he seemed irritated with the way I eyed her, “ That’s totally basic, come on!” after a shrugged, she pulled my arms and got up the taxi.
We both silent until Aryn nudged my ribs, I sent her a “what” look as I winced in pain.
“You do the convo with him” she made a sign with her eyes, pointing a friendly-face ahjussi driver, “Tell him to take us to the nearest mall, I haven’t learn Korean yet..” she said coyly as she crossed her arms on her chest as if that was a normal thing, “I only know annyong and saranghae until now”
And I thought she was smart.
At the mall.
My feet sore, my hands felt numb as the result of holding tens of shopping bags in each of my arm, I dragged my feet exhaustedly due the full four hours shopping, I sent a deathly glare to Aryn who seemed not even notice the exhausted me with her business of sorting her list.
“Aryn~~ can we just continue it tomorrow? I’m tired..”
“Just two more things hun, earmuffs and winter attire..” her voice trailed of before she dragged me toward a shop.
“But it isn’t even fall~” I whined again
“Yet.” She continued dragging me.
“Here, just sit here until I finish, okay? I will be fast” she sat me down in the shop’s long bench I believe designed for the husbands, I can see three tired men sit beside me, looking desperate into their own wives. I sent them a pitied look, I can fell you feelings ahjussis.
“I give you 10 minutes or I’ll leave by myself!”
“10 minutes it is! Bye!” then she took of by her self.
I massaged my vexed arms when a boredom attacked me, I mean, I’m here in Korea, there will be a lot of new stuff rite, but why am I stuck here with tired men waiting for Aryn?
I stood up and decided to loitering off awhile, Aryn would never done her shopping in ten minutes, I just now her too well.
I was amaze everything here, the design of the mall, the stores, the hangul written notification boards the hangul written shops’ name boards..
What? There were no hangul written board in my country.
Oh, well off topic.
A hip-hop-ish store caught my attention, I know I hate my brother for his annoying little acts, but I couldn’t deny that I already miss him, he and his gangsta wannabe, and this store reminds me of him.
“His birthday is near the corner anyway” I told my self and decided to buy something here.
Oh woooww..
This would definitely be his favorite store if he was here. This store has all brands my brother usually buy. I picked a black hoodie with light purple graphic and tried it on.
Hahahhaa, it covers almost all of my body, if I was wearing a hot pants, people would mistaken me bein nude behind this hoodie.
I moved to the hat section, my goodness.
How could hats be these pretty? I picked one of them, with LA on it, I tried it but it was bigger than my head so it went down covers my nose.
I felt so silly, I’m wearing a hoodie and hats that bigger than my own size, just put a blink-blink pendant and I’ll be an officially gangsta wannabe.
“Aye miss, gonna take em?” a voice surprised me, I turned around to the voice just to see a too-cute-to-be-a-gangsta young man standing with pistol shaped barcode scanner.
“oh uh, yeah..” with that he grab my hand and twist it, searching for the barcode, and took of the hat to do the same before placing it back to the original position, er no, he tilted it.
“I’ve recorded it, you just have to pay after you finish looking around. Just tell the cashier Kim Bum has already scanned them” I nodded in confusion, now he’s talking in normal way, no aye or em. He turned his back and ready to leave before he face me again, “By the way, you look smaller in that size and you look pretty with that hat, take care!”
I blushed like crazy, Kim Bum? Cute name and cute him, hahahha.
Uh, I better going back now, Aryn probably had finished and confused because I’m not there.
I went to the cashier just to find no-one there.
“Excuse me, I want to pay for the items..” no answer
“Excuse me, hallo?” still no answer
“Yuuuhuuuu..anybody there? Or I’ll just steal them?” still no answer.
I tapped the counter with my nail tips impatiently, “Hallooooo, cashier, I need..” before I could finish my line a young man with tight pants, colorful tee and weird shades barged in.
“Where’s Kim Bum..” he asked between his gasp, I could tell that he was running his life to get here.
“eh? He just going there, are you the cash..waaaaaa” again, before I could finish my line a mob of girls barged in.
“Fcuk!” I heard the young man cursed, before I could respond I was dragged by him, running for our life from the mob of girls I just saw.
Wait, why I have to be involved? Who is this guy, who are those girls? I’m not even pay the hoodie and the hat, I’m not a robber!
We kept running, no, he kept drag me until he felt I was far enough from the girls. We finally stopped. I bowed down, my hands on my knees, gasping for airs.
“Take.. your.. hoddie..off..now!” The guy told me between his gasp,more like a command tough. I didn’t do what he said, who is he, my boss? Why did he tell me to take off the hoddie, what if he is not a good guy, what if he is a pervert.. what if.. damn! It’s all make sense. He is a rapist and the girls were his victims. I’m a genius!
“What? No you rapist!” I pushed him and running, but poor me and my out of shape body, he caught up with me and once again dragged me to the fire exit, he pinned me in the wall and covered my mouth. Once in a while he glanced over a small window at the door of the fire exit stairs.
He breathed heavily in font of my nose, but oddly he smells good. I tried to push him, but he just too strong.
“Shhh..please, just a minute” he sound begging.
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“You know that out there.. there’re thousand of your fanfics..”
“Fanfics? A story that fans write?”
“Yeah, that..”
“you read them?”
“only with bigbang as the featuring characters”
“You like us so much, uh?”
“there’re tenths fanfics about TOP being an ass.hole players, Taeyang as a sweet perfect boyfriend, Daesung the happy go lucky guy, and Seungri being..seungri”
“What about me? What kind of fanfic about me you read?”
“Lots of them about you being gangster who fall in love with common girls, or you being an uljjang who fallin love with the nerd..”
“You like them?”
“I used to love them..” I sighed, “before I realize that my life just one of them”
“Uh?”
“I’m living a fiction, I came to Korea, accidentally met with my idol, befriend with bigbang, the rest is either I fell for one of bigbang, or them asking me for a date.. wasn’t in a complete daydreaming, GDragon ssi?”
“What is your point?”
“I’m scared. I life in this daydreaming that felt so real I don’t want to wake up..”
“I don’t..”
“I don’t want living this daydreaming just to wake up in disappointment GDragon ssi, I’m a fans, fans will be always fans.. you deserve someone way better than me, a common random fans..” I gave him a faint smile.
“Are yo..”
“We’re never meant to be more than idol and a fans, not even friends.. say my majimak insa for the rest of bigbang, annyong.”
“Where are you going?”
“some where, out.” Of the country.. I’m sorry Kwon Jiyong.
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(bagian ini adalah scenes yg tiba2 muncul di otak, biar ga lupa gw tulis aja)
“don’t. go.”’
“but, I have to GD..”
“Don’t call me that stage name, I’m here as Kwon jiyong a common random guy who fall for his collage mate. Who fall for his partner in charity night project, a common random girl named Lee Ji Sun, Sunny Sheilla..”
“I want you to be my only Sun, like your name, would you be my Sunny day?”
“You such a sweet talker Kwon Jiyong, where do you get those?”
“I know, it’s not my style, blame Seungri and his how-to-get-girl-books”
“being in your side made me realize that I have another live, where I can escape from the hectic superstar things, you made me realize the importance of being a two different people off stage and on stage, you made me fell like a common guy with out stage name, without schedule, without dancing practice, I felt the real boy inside me, without star status found his way out.. since you entered my life..”
I only smiled, he continued his little speech
“I could be not noticing it till Seungri said I had twinkling something in my eyes when I was smiling, until Seunghyun hyung gave me the reason he dating Aryn, that obnoxious girl”
“Hey!”
He flashed a –sorry- smile, “until Daesung lied about you being attacked by VIP, until Youngbae knock me down to my senses, until I almost lose you”
“Lee Ji Sun, Sunny Sheilla, I’ve fallen for you, six feet deep…” he held my hand, I smiled wider.
“Kwon Ji Yong, I think, no, I know I’ve fallen for you too.. only three feet deep tough” I was surprised myself I still managed to tease him in the situation like this.
He smiled ear to ear that I afraid his mouth could torn apart, flashing his fixed crocked tooth before he pull me into his embrace.
He hugged me like he would never let me go, “Yaeh, are you going to kill me, I cant breath”
“oh, I’m sorry, I just super happy that I having you as my girlfriend”
“Girlfriend? I like you and you like me doesn’t mean I am you girlfriend” his shoulder s fell, I stiffened my laugh.
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